Man I keep asking myself is there more to life then what it seems.

Man I keep asking myself is there more to life then what it seems. It's like I am looking for something in this little town of whoa ( ie my life). What are you looking for Ally is what everyone keeps asking me. My sanity I might want to yell back but...If I do will people start thinking that I am really crazie? I need time and space just like the next Aquarius walking the street. But I seem to be running out of time and space. Everyone that I deal with in this town of whoa knew what it is like to be bogged down with a lot of stuff maybe they would understand the pressure of going crazie and I am of course. Anyway I am trying to make you see why this town of whoa is my home that always seems to amaze me. It's under construction and a lot of little things have been changing the way I do things in this town. It's a little run down, and it's a little depressing and...Did I mention run down. It used to be fun with out the pressures of the outside world. I think I some how let it slip. You know dropped the ball. It's not all bad the sun shines when it wants to that I can not stop. MY sunshine is my fiancee and the flowers that grow in this town are my friends. They will be mentioned in a later time. Although all of the flowers are being picked out of my garden. But a few stay and a few is all I need. Too many flowers and I will get allergies or something like that. School is school. I can't really say anything about that. I stay in a room that doesn't have a roommate but my computer is playing the "roommate part". I like those strong and silent mechanical type roommates they really don't do anything unless you tell them to. Right now this town is not all bad...I am trying to figure out what should stay and what should go, so stay tuned and you might be able to help me turn this town of whoa around.